Beauty

Beauty

Remember Who you are , a lot of us don’t know who we are but the first time I fell in love with who I was the summer of 2013 that was when I made the conscious decision to go back to my natural beauty and let my natural hair grow out and I stopped dying my hair and started transitioning   

Process back to my natural hair. Natural beauty was something that I had to go back and forth with in a love affair with , I had to play with reads once before I has toyed with cutting my hair off it was passion for me to find the true me that was the beginning 

The day I decided to go back to my natural hair was the day I fell in love with finding the deeper one true me, little did I know in the next couple of years I would begin to dive deeper into who I was all the way around. From my external appearance to my internal being. Because everything beginning from within little did I know all the way back there I was beginning of a journey that would become so much a part of my life and my life style.

Beauty is something that is young it is naïve it is a dress that is simple and comforting. But what does it really mean? When we jump into the rabbit whole of just how confusing we are made to believe. Any time we think that we as black, Hispanic Indian minorities  that we are ugly and reject who we are , we wear make up and beauty  like a cloak . we forget who we are as we paint our faces with masks . We become attached to the Maze thinking that the makeup and the beauty is what truly makes us in our mind going from one of a kind to the clone of the time. the only way to escape the comfy clique of the trap of our mind that our beauty is happened in a velveteen jar of a fountain of youth. Which only turns us to lifeless zombies of the cloning that society makes of me, thee , we a consequences to the trends… But, then it couldn’t find me. 

We are living a breathing were the trends is just fine that all we need in order to unwind But, I am Believes there is something deeper in mind. Something deeper in kind something deeper than that shallow in mind, it’s time , it’s time god is saying it is time, it’s time… time to open up the mind to what the true real rhythm  and rhyme of the new definition beauty in this time don’t just find follow the trends set them and find confidence in what was blind, blind by the beauty creating the line we are brought we are sold we molded , shaped , in lew of the crew, get in , to fit in to the rhyme. 

But , find peace in our inner strength, strength to find our inner peace and shed even for stain of what our view of beauty is and dig into who we are , but look back at the berries on the vine that show us what is straight in mind 

Angela Bassett 

Sada

Just understand the fondness of wine of these berries an such a vine that they never compromised that time. I thought IO fell out of love with beauty . But, I fell in love with a new repression of it. what was once so in kind it was mine . but I had to climb into the divine to find what was mine , I was searching and searching … But, what I find my beauty has evolved and I no longer find it the curve of the new phase of my confidence in thyne

It was a Brand New state of mind, what was trendy become what can be a fad that those may envy felt like nothing to me I was over what was  “Hot” what was not. 

I thought that nothing could ever take that taste to have that “beat face” away from me . but it has become a race to chase something that has no base and I would rather just be in my own pace because like they say slow and steady lines true race and I would rather win my faith with my own face , no matter what society may chase I am me, take it or leave it I refuse to feel out of place for a chase that I have no mental  space to want to take place

I would rather just be me you see “plans and I Ever blemish mole or bump because of what makes me, me and no one can trump that, so I have the victory because I don’t have to pretend to be anything that is not me..

I’m Just Me

Take me or leave me, afro today dreads tomorrow don’t they to define me or refine me I’m just a divine me one of a kind me

Hi I’m me… who are you

You wanna find you too…?