Carry (Part 1)

It Takes a lot to Carry the weight

We as people that walk in the love of Christ do not truly understand the weight in which we have to Cary Until we must bare the weight Alone. I turned my life over to Christ in the middle of April 2015 when I made the decision to drop the weight of the worlds ways and made the decision to just walk in Gods way. Stop doing everything that was now of God and walk in the ways of Righteousness and of Christ. And I had to Choose to CARRY the weight of Walking with God. You see not a lot of people understand what it is to carry the weight of walking as a child of God and of Christ. 

Most Christians Won’t walk and Carry the weight, the weight has caused many to sell out their ministries and their beliefs for the ways of the world because it is Easier to do it the world's way then it is to truly carry the weight that is required in order to walk as a child of God. 

1 Kings 12:11

'Whereas my father loaded you with a heavy yoke, I will add to your yoke; my father disciplined you with whips, but I will discipline you with scorpions.'"

 A lot of us will take on Christ because we believe that okay I give my life to Christ that means that gods on to bless me and my life is going to get easier and I can walk in his glory and no longer have to worry about the problems that I had to deal with before.

WRONG!!

I had to learn the heard way that in walking with God that they is a WEIGHT to Walking with God, it is a Decision that needs to be made. I remember the first time I felt the weight of it, or noticed it. One day I made the decision to Bring some extra stuff I had from the house to church I had no vehicle so I had to walk I packed two bags and I walked with ALL the stuff I had for 45 minutes till I got to church and the weight of the things were so heavy. And I came to realization this was a physical representation of the weight it was to carry all that stuff and this wasn't the only time I decided to Carry that stuff. 

But that is a little Explanation of the weight, but the spiritual representation is this, I followed god, and I had to choose every time my family turned on me keep walking, God revealed to me a plan for my life to continue to carry that weight and tell no one the things God was trying to lead me into, but I kept going... Moving forward in it as God started taking away things that I grew up with learned and Loved growing up and keep walking and keeping my eyes on Jesus. 

The weight of wanted to do and achieve every element of your purpose and to pursue it and make god proud that you each what it was that God gave for you to do and CARRY the weight you feel every time you are blocked CARRY the weight every time it doesn’t happen the way you planned CARRY the weight every time you don’t receive the help that you thought that you would. CARRY the weight every time you look at your bank account and realize that god gave you a billion-dollar Idea and you can’t find a penny in your pocket. CARRY the weight. And that weight can be so heavy sometimes you feel like you can’t Breathe. The weight, this past Year I have had to Carry a HUMONGUS weight for I choice to take a leap out to follow God into a New city a New place and New land and Identify, and still WAIT on god to remove the WEIGHT that I have to carry so That I Go forth and BUILD the Very thing that god Gave me.

But we must walk in it and Carry it, much like the Shunamite woman who had to carry the burden of the fact her son may have been dead, or Mary carrying Christ. We ALL have a weight to carry. Either we are carrying the weight of Not living a fulfilled life in god or we are carrying the weight of Trying to get to what God promised you to be but we ALL must Carry a Weight. As I walk out my experience with God, the one thing that I have learned is that I have to carry the weight, Push through the problems. The troubles and the predicaments. But I have to carry them and Keep MOVING