HOMELESSNESS

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• There is a rising epidemic in the homeless Crisis and it will only Get worse as More jobs release people in droves and campiness have set back

• Gentrification – People are being put out of their homes because they can’t afford to pay the difference and purchase their home, or are being put out of homes in contract sectors that are to be built up due to landlord tricky tactics

• Ten percent of housing has to go to the homeless if there are 63.5k but your only providing 2.5 thousand homes that is a 70% imbalance with that much of a imbalance you will forever be casings the Homelessness is as a perpetual cycle that will never end if there isn’t a EQUALITY there is No end in sight.

 

Poverty, Do you Know what it is like to Live in poverty, to live in lack to live in the streets of New York, to sleep in the subways of New York, have to ask money, No clothing and no ability to take a shower, just because you decided to go back, just as Ruth went back with Naomi, or Abraham who left his mothers and fathers house and went to the place that god showed him… but you get to that place and are stripped and walk through the job moment. a lot of people don’t even understand the fact of what people go through because they CHOOSE to fallow God. I was born in Jamaica Queens New York and from the point I was born I had to fight.

 

I was Born in 1987, and ever sense I was born it was a fight for my life, you ever heard the saying All of my life I had to fight, well for me it was literal. I was fighting to be born, my mother was abusive relation with a man that was secretly beating her behind closed doors nearly died when she was 7 months pregnant from a Brain aneurism and the devil tried to take ME out. But the lord was Not going to let me die because of it they were able to save me after I lost 2 minutes of oxygen and they were able to save me they THOUGHT I was dead but I SURVIDED, and my mother only survived 4 days after that and she NEVER saw me because she never woke up.

 

Her great aunt was so moved by the lost and after court cases and family strife. She took me away from all that and she raised me as her own, and the devil kept coming after me, I was bulled all through school pushed accused abused knocked down, but I got back UP. And I kept getting back up.

 

When great aunt died that when I sank…

 

I wanted to die

The devil tried to get me to commit suicide 7 times at this point, [pills, fire, mental depression] the devil wanted me BADLY never to see the promise in my life But what I did not tell you over the two years that followed I ended up in a spiral, I lost my identity, I lost my name, I found out my parents were not my parents and then I lost my HOME, 

 

My dad couldn’t pay the rent he couldn’t keep up with the bills, taking money from this bill to pay the rent taking money from the rent to pay the cable, and he couldn’t keep up, fixing the rent getting it paid up All the way to the top and then lost it again. Then the court date letter got miss placed and then it happen… the eviction letter came and it became a race to chase after getting all you have put away, calling people putting it in storage trying to pack it up but it doesn’t stop the things from being thrown out on the street.

 

            I didn’t know how to deal I ended up in the wrong relationship with but I was stuck in a bind and he offered to take me in, I didn’t take the offer at first but once I had no more option I went to stay with him and his mother… but I was in spiral that I didn’t understand I was going to clubs with him I was Drinking {Not out of control} because I was chameleon and just adjusted to whatever anyone else wanted out of me I had no clue who I was and I was LOST so badly that when anyone asked me what I though or what my opinion was I didn’t have one. I lost ME. I stayed with him for 18 months and by the time he was done with me I wasn’t even sure  that wasn’t even sure whether he want to be with me or a man, so my security in being a woman was challenged.

 

My security was in things and in people and I had no thoughts of my own because I didn’t trust myself I was at a point every decision I made I made to protect my living situation, obey the authority and you can keep this roof over your head, I lost my virgin because I was afraid if I didn’t he would break up with me and I would lose that roof over my head {if I had had more spiritual and Living security I would STILL been a Virgin today}and I quickly learned these people I surrounded myself with only wanted what they could get from me or get me to do, I didn’t know how to recognize it, I did see it I was Blind… and THIS is when I met Him.

 

When I found Jesus

My life was unstable my life was in shambles and I had no security in life and the devil was using this man and every person I surrounded myself with to DISTROY me… But, he had been coming after me my whole life, BUT GOD… I had been taught how to find GOD at a young age. My aunt use to pray with me as a child she taught me the LORDS prayer at 5 or 6, she would pray at rimes but I rarely saw I, I can remember going to church a hand full of times when I was a kid.

 

• One time when I was young

• My dad’s baptism

• Maybe a Easter Sunday

• In 2005-6 in my great uncles home town

• And meeting a friend there in my early 20’s

God was calling me, but I wasn’t ready to obey, I would pick up my bible here and there and try to read it but I couldn’t get into but each time I tried I would read a little more, but I remember my parents were divided on Christianity and their beliefs and there churches my mom wouldn’t go to church with dad so I was a mommas girl so guess what… I didn’t go to church.

 

But what brought me to Christ I remember God had stripped me from everything, the boyfriend, no job no money no friends and I was doing NOTHING everyday but sleeping and messing around on social media and waiting for the next time someone decided to put me out waiting for the rock bottom point, I reach a point around the 5 time the devil came to try and take me out  and wanting to take my own life again, because if I couldn’t balance my own life, get a job or a home of my own I couldn’t do nothing else I was at the bottom, I was having visons and dreams of burning it down I wanted to set the house on fire and walk away and never return I wanted take a bunch of pills and end my LIFE. And I called out to god and I PRAYED for help and I felt the weight come off me and I got up one day and said “I’m done” and I knew to stop, Looking top chasing after what everyone else wanted stop… and figure out who I was and I could only do that with him so I was done doing it my way it was time to do it his way. His way…. I gave it all to him and that when he started to do it. for me.

 

When I gave my life to god My life changed.

I began to press in to God and THAT is when my life started to change for real           began to read the word, and rough I didn’t know what I was doing I just did it… and at the time I started to follow people online that were about business, and at this time I was meditating {I didn’t know any better} I was praying to god

• Ask god for what I need

• Seeking god for series of things

• Knocking

 

I wrote a card [this is important] I wrote on that card what I wanted “to be HAPPY” something simple and what I thought would be happiness defined by me. I wrote that list of how I felt my life was supposed to be. Then he started to work in me. He started leading me to people that had me do activated that would cause me to write and release ALL the pain all the suffering all the things I had been carrying for years, and at the time I was seeing a therapist and every time I wrote our bunch of things out I would take them back to her and she would work them out and walk them out with me, when her job was done she was gone.

 

I started going to church and separating myself from people and going to spend time with GOD and letting him talk to me. And I learned how to hear god, and I recalibrated myself to understand what my inner voice sounded like as the holy spirit started to work on me, and that when I did my first 40 day fast. And when I came out of that experience I gave every thought Idea and perspective of my life to god and I grew and I gave my career dreams to him and not long after that I wrote. And that when I figured out my ministry and what god wanted out of me and he took the list I wrote about what I wanted and he took that and he started to have me build on that. He stripped more away from me, started with mental and emotionally, and spiritually he had prophet prophecy to me what it is that I was called to do and I RAN for that and EVERYTTHING came into order. I moved yet again to my father’s house. But, every gift, every talent every desire god gave me a plan for streams of living water he gave me a business, he gave me a career he gave me EVERYTHING I asked for.

• Books

• Scripts

• Missions

• Business and non-profits and corporations

EVERYTHING on that list he gave me and LAST he gave me something I wasn’t concentrating on, he gave me knowledge of the NEXT relationship that will be filled with kingdom an purpose for what it is that GOD want to birth out of me in the coming years. And God Brought me back to New York where it started from and I KNOW this is ALL because I gave my LIFE to God instead of ending my life. I went through.

• 6 weeks of Homelessness in the street,

• months in a shelter

and Even though my life has not become PERFECT god is still working and I can see him in myself and the people he has put around me the thoughts the Idea’s and the joy’s even the sorrows, he was IN it all… stay tuned because I am about to SHOW you the MIRACLE.

 

In the END, there is No end it is a BEGINNING, I am only starting, and I have created a business around HOW I came out, and I use every talent, every skill and everything I went through to help people and lead people out of that Place where they want to die and into their purpose and how to FLY. So come to Jesus and see how he will truly CHANGE your Life.