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GOD ORDAINED KINGDOM MARRIAGE
PERSECTIVE - WARNING - This COncept came to me while watching a TV series and I got a Download that went right through Prodigals , Counterfeits and Kingdom Marriage
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I Got the OUTLINE concept from the show but 98 percent is ALL GOD - never thought to do it with out god its a litteral dictation of what the Good the bad and the UGLY of Kingdom marrrage looks like
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THE ONLY THING "BUFFY" Depicts is the facts our demonic and spritual fears what they would look like if we actually had to fight them in reality. it a metiphor for what is is to be Warrior in the spirit.


4 Areas Of Kingdom Marriage
Female Prodigal
First thing the female prodigal is going to to is Resist
She's going to find the one she's ment to be with Annoying but because it's her ordained spouse she will be drawn to him
She will want to feel free and not want to tie herself down to him
She will rebel really badly going as far as to entertain friends and other men that you won't even rember there names or faces because they didn't mean anything.
But as she sees the ordained spouse she will feel in adiquite and not his type, she may even feel she needs to become something she isn't to qualify to be a part of his life so instead of admit her fears she will instead rebel
There could be !en in her life that want to be with her but she won't date them because she doesn't want to muddy the lines because she knows she will !ess them over because They are Not ordained to be in her life they will only get hurt being with her.
She may even try to get into a serious relationship but she know her heart doesn't belong there she will only be passing the time to be with someone that isn't her ordained partner she knows it and her ordained partner knows it
She might try to give into kingdom marriage but her own fear will sabatoge it over and over and they will be separated till she can get it together.
She will try to find a ideal counterfeit someone that looks right but her heart won't want it she can't bhes not it the guy could be exactly what to everyone else believes she needs but he's just not got that thing that makes her and her ordained work.
So this will bread resentment jealousy from the man he may even try to do something to become what the god ordained is just to appease her but she just doesn't love him
When her like spirals out of control she will then engage in a level of rwbelime where she just doesn't care at all throws causioun to the wins and now she will date the narsasistic Counterfeit/twin flame that is the Exact opposite to the good guy it looks like she should be with she goes for the bad boy,
This is when she's near rock bottom she wants to numb out she doesn't want drugs booze or alcohol she chooses sex to replace that feeling but she know she's wrong because unlike the other counterfeit this one she does her dirt in silent not telling anyone. He meets all her sexual needs behind close doors and abuses her as well they use the abuse the fighting the pain as their Atraction, in the season of her life he's the only one that can handle and take her pain there toxic live keeps them coming back to each other.
But when she comes to leave she has to then worry about the repercussions because the jezablic narassasist won't want to let her go this is when obsession and person coming in with nothing to loose, attempted rape or worse to keep her from ever reaching the kingdom spouses.
She could even go real rebellion and experiment with same sex relationship.
She and the toxic abuser will go back and forth the Ordained spouse knows it will never work but he's going to wait for her irragardless.

Male Prodigal
Had a Hard life he grew up in a strict household was looked at as the problem and then he was just gone but he was the eldest child and his younger siblings loved him and trusted him but he was chasing his father's shadow.
He left and went into full rebelion and was doing so with his jezablic Delia she wanted to know his every weakness so she could explore it because she was a narrasist and she wanted him at her mercy.
For years he would rebell, have one woman and even two, with threesomes and going between two woman then his conscious come in and he would feel the tug of god and that tug would began to try and pull him out of his rebelion and he resisted it and when he resisted untill Delia discovered it and she cut him loose taking his trwngth and leaving him with nothing for years he remained lost and confused just trying to find his way walking through his wilderness dark night of the soul but still not finding splice in god and he kept him there until he saw the light
He saw his kingdom spouse and he had to choose for himself if he wanted to help her fullfill her destiny. But before he did he had to choose to clean up his act. And then when the time was right he would be allowed to a proach, when he did she rebelled but when her attention turned to him he found it hard to resist her he fought that and ad if a form of perfect timing his Delia would return desiring she wanted him back and would do anything to get him way because she saw his interested in his ordained love and he found it hard to resist her because she was his first and they were together the longest but his heart was with who he was ordained with jezabel would come to literally turn the heart of the ordained against him but the truth is she knew something she couldn't explain
Jezabelic Delia would fight to the death and unfairly to distroy the ordained. He had to choose to end her and she realize he truly loves who he's ordained to be with
But not that simple woman around the woman he's ordained to be with will mock her in jealousy to keep reminding her you don't belong with him and challenge her even when he was oblivious to it but then come to him and try to create illusion to deter who he's ordained to be with when he's your are always looking for his ordained woman in fact he can't wait to run to her but it's her insecurity that keeping them separate
They give in they try it out and it a whirl win but it's hard to hold together there love is so intense but there emotions are even worse they love hard but fight harder they can't stand the heat and he spirals back into rebellion and goes on a rampage narsasisticialy trying to sabatoge her trying to do everything in his power to get her to hate him but she could tell the difference and she had to wait it out then when it became to much as he came to his senses she tried to end it was the most painful thing she could ever do because she tried but he nearly distryed her she walked away when they both returned she chose not to continue they remained at a distance he still loved her he knew he hurt her to much and it hurt him he hurt her they fought to hold on try to start over but he wanted he to have a clean slate so he made the decision to break up and leave her it nearly killed him
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Because her obsessive anti girlfriend secretly wanted him to herself and she tryed to kill him but his ordained fought for his life and he wanted to admit his love but still to fearful he walked away
Started over new city new calling but he still loved, be meets a blonde cop and he tries to befiend her they cross paths back and forth, but he's still her dreamed about her his ordained and knew when ever she was in danger she was some he couldn't let go.
Woman cam on to him but he still had heart for her she came by and they were like a old married couples but at the thought they could find a way to be on the same page they to the opertunity then reality of the turning of
tables set in and he knew if he couldn't protect her in the nick of time anymore and she was the strength it would be there soon he broke it off and let her go.
Time passed and he was still assisting the cop after she found out who and what he was it didn't go well when her father was killed by his kind she put him on her hated list, and the anti girlfriend (Faith) woke up tried rehavic on her life then came straight for him but he was able to see through her because she was no more then a female version of him and he agreed to mentor her out of it be her support no more no less but the ordained came back felt betrayed by them both and punched him out of reflex he did the same left sour taste in their mouths
Ordained ribs it in his face that she found someone new he gets angry and tells good for he he can't get out and she's out. As if on cue months later his Delia returns he's in a dark place in his life and he fights hard almost finding a happy medium in good and rebellion and ends up commiting a cardinal sin after trying to rehabilitate her after her illness he ends up sleeping with her thinking that would make him slip into complete rebelion it did the opposite it woke him up he told her to get out he got his life back together
Now, Cody the one woman that wanted to steal his attention from his ordained spouse for years actually settled into a friendship with him became his ally and when she moved to la to work with him they created a deep friendship and she knocked him in the head when he need it but after he found out about the death of he ordained he tried to move on only to get a shock of his life to find out his ex Delia had been pregnant and he was the father he had to work out the issues because he was becoming a father he had to work out his own father issues in that experience Delia died once and for all and he was left with his son
He had to really reflect in his life and comedy became a consent in that place he growing find of her, but his ordained was back but not only was she far away physically she slipped into a dark place he couldn't get to her he began to catch feelings for the one he was with the one that was giving his son love, then he lost his son his son was taken by a old enemy, he really had to process the effect of his season of rebellion was having on his life now his son returned grown and hating him not knowing he was his father then he found love in his friend Cordelia but never told her only a dream showed his true feeling (were they true explore inception and how the enemy will use a familiar face to lure you into coming into Covent with sin in your dreams to try to preform a witchcraft spitting spell and then replace it with a love spell for the wrong person)
He slipped into rebellion and faith had to come out of jail and to get him back in order so they could get his soul back in place. With the help of mutual friend of his ordained spouses faith left went back with the ordained spouse, he took care of the mess with the fact Cordelia slept with his son, got pregnant and there demon spawn tried to end the word pause (when the enemy can't get you he will take your child try to distroy it's life and try to reinstate your family curses on the next generation by being back past issues on you children and grand children. ) If you don't kill it at the root
Then he had to go in and save his ordained spouse but their time is still not yet. But they agree to wait he kept a eye on her in the interim
But in that agreement he found interse in a young woman that had the same look as his love she was strong didn't have control of her demons he wanted to teach her and he found himself falling in love with her but being the matter he is everytime he got close to deep relation he sabatoge and broke it off with her.
Spent the next few years keeping tabs on his ordained and she still kept running with spike till that ended will they ever get it correct.

Kingdom Marriage
The one when you get with them there can be if you allow it to be a element of resistance this is to good to be true what's wrong with it then as you become close you may want to resist one another
God will began to work on the man first give him vision of what he can have net he has to choose to change to walk into it when he comes into he will resist as well but there will be a supernatural draw him between the two and everyone can see that there isn't a ordinary love the scary part is the fact that your free will will make you desire to resist the glue you feel pulling you close
As a woman you might want more then a few words as a but the business of him may keep him in a way his not frequently available to you the good it allows you to focus on you part of life and your calling but you feel the pull the love there
You try taking it slow keeping to distance but you can't deny the feeling you try to be in normal relationship but the callings on your
Life is to similar no one will understand you like this person and you them no matter how many people try to get his attention his eyes are on you your eyes are on him and you enviably a circumstances occur to inevitably push you into each other no matter how you resist when ever you need him he's always right there to save you on the nick of time but at the same time he may pull from getting close emotionally but as soon as you need a shoulder to cry in he's right there to hold you in his arms
You break each other's wall downwn without trying and it scares you he admires your strength and you admire his quietness you give in and ad!it you want to date others want him but he wants you he sees how your out casted but he feels threatened by other guys potentially approaching you you think you gotta become something different to be what he wants he doesn't want anything special he wants you
The closer you become you know you have to choose before you take the next step because kissing and holding hands is no
Longer enough you need more the night you concimate your marriage by exchanging the rings sanatahe sets in and the ordained wife find out just how bad you can be (the first year of marriage is the hardest year because vyou find out just Who the other person is and it can actually feel like a nightmare because what you thought and what it actually is is two different people can you make it through that season of testing where you get to know them this actually it's their true self this is the side of them they show you to see if you will stand in the marriage or run when they push you fight you try you to get you to leave but you don't, when they return to themselves it may have become to much and you my have to trial separate for few months then you have the opportunity to return but after knowing do you want to the grass seems greener on the other side but your in deep in this now if he's sick you will nurse him back to health if he knows you need him he's there, but is that enough because marriage is more then make out session it's how you manage day today and that can be scary your going to fight with each other some times it seems like you fight more now then you did before you got married because your invested but the truth in those silent pregnant pauses these so much to say but you just don't know how to communicate because your afraid if you explore it fully you will come to the understanding that it won't work because you both are afraid to fight and everytime you try to go out and have a normal relationship the external world reminds you just how much it's against you he feels guilty for his past and hurting you and wants to end it you have to remind him
I love you I try not to but I can't stop I know what you did because you did it to me and I am here and I am not going anywhere no matter how much I wish I wished you dead I don't I can't because I love you
And you keep fighting,enemy woman that is the anti you wants nothing more then to take him away from you but he knows your his only he would set the other woman up to fail for the calling but it may strain us, he loves you but it's so hard to stay and fight he admits he watched you he wanted you before he met you and would have fought for you some fights you have in your calling only you can fight (communication is key strength your communication don't let the enemy take a foot hold.
Society will tell you what life can you offer each other from the outside looking in but as the wife you fight but you can only fight as much as he's willing to fight with you. The enemy will send a voice of logic (the path of logic is a LIAR) from a soft motherly convincing voice and if the spouses resolve is not strong he will let go. Break up at the most Pivotal time (in a season of transition all your relationships will be tested) but you know they are meant to be when you are both side are willing to fight when the dust clears. He came to prom celebration and they go through separation phase and then he has a near death experience and she fights to save his life planing to use the life of her anti slayer while he's in the coma he tells her friend he loves her he's sorry he would stay but she never tells her she even would have given her life for his to save him and she got a blood transfusion and they are back on for the acension he's still leaving though he's afraid if he stays what will come of it the last fight happens she sees him before he goes but it's not over
Pause rewind (something they never tell you is the moments in the books that made the difference angel beging there for her when her mother fell sick in season three and she assumed it might be cancer they need to do surgery how he was there for her every night, or when eveil vampirecchik came into town and he fought with her every moment vhelped her with her mom when she nearly got bitten by vampire children, how he rain on food acrossed town when the horseman came there town to kill anyone breathing he jumped through the window vat the last minute to warn he she took a breath and he held her prevent her from breathing and inevitably dying when her body was taken over and she was forced to try and kill him but he held her off knowing she was in her body and could regain control. When willow was hospitalized in the book of fours and Angel kept her calm and fought by her side
and during the last fought were the four slayers from the four corners had to meet in spirit when he got caught up in a mudslide in Sunnyvale when a buried tomb was unearthed and they had to dig him from the mud grave buried (alive) my favorite when she Xander or willow and Angel had to go to London England for major relic in a battle they got to spend time abroad there intimate moment in those books how he saved her.
He left but he returned after his friend saw her in trouble in a vision he covered her in a battle during thanks giving he and her friends protected her from a bigger threat but the fact us because they are ordained even though she didn't see him she felt him and when van der soils the beans she in the first bus to LA in his office first thing
Talking luke two married people that agreed in the divorce to give each other space but when attacked and ending up in a position to close for comfort we soon realize nothing has changed he goes after the demon she goes after some leads he finds it kils it he thinks cuts his
hand when there blood mix he changed from demon to human he goes straight to her she can not believe it they kiss in the sunlight and end up back at his place and they discuss what the parameters if their relationship should be if he's human now what that would look like trying to pick up where they left off in a new place but she can't get out the door before they reconcymate their relationship but find out the demons not dead Angel tries to go fight it aline without her age funds out tracks him she kills it to save him and he realizes if he remains human he will end up feeling in adequate not being able to save her he will never be as strong as he was as a vampire and he can't protect her and she will put herself at risk to save him. (He need not think with brawn he bedside to think with how to outsmart his opponent) he gave his humanity back (though I don't understand why he didn't) ask for his strength back) he have the day back and spent that last night with her then told her he was giving the day back two minutes before it happen they said there last goodbyes they were back in the office he killed the demon as soon as it came in she said her goodbye that was it
She returned in the midst of his rehabilitation of faith and when she came in she was shocked to find out he was talking to faith and trying to help her all she wanted was revenge for what she attempted to do to her life they ended up a verbal fight and she punched him and he punched her back out of reflex (great excuse) after all was said and done they ended up at the police station him in hand cuff as a concerned ex wife she had her mouth all in it they got to the interaction room she told him she could not believe he did that and she told him she moved on and she was in something new then she threw a emotional rench at him saying she felt he could trust the new guy more then him he told her you found someone else that was great he couldn't hoped she had a great life get out (though we know his pan but that what he claimed he wanted. )
Immediately after she left he regretted it and went to apologise, got into a fight with the knew guy not knowing it was him he got away she got back after her encounter with Adam to find Angel they start to talk riley finds her discovers he was her ex she has to defuse the situation taking him outside to take he admits he could leave it like that and he offers to stay she tells him it be best he leave.
Pause (book series did a 3 part trilogy cross over with buffy and Angel we're buffy Angel riley had to work together. A lot of high strung moment but you knew her heart still belong to him. The book monsters island that brought the lovers back together once more and they had to go on a major adventure outrunnkng bombs on boats getting held hostage doing everything together it was amazing
After Joyce's sudden death in season 5 we discovered that with Riley gone who else would come running to be her shoulder to cry on he yet again offered to stay but because of her vulnerability she told him to go but they kissed and he stayed until he had to leave before sunrise after her death and resurrection she remembered him and called him they met up had a intense reunion that I can only guess but did not see resembled there tearful I will remember you goodbye and Amends combined she returned
Pause book series brought in phone conversation they had when he would call her and she was just like a teenager sliddjng down the wall playing with the phone cord talking for long time not wanting to hang up
The HEAT brought buffy and Angel back together to fight a demon with Riley and his wife that left them in Mexico fighting werewolf Angel got his back for up they nearly got drugs planted in them and buffy and got buried and think riket was with them or found them he was the only one could give her for to save her life in the end he told her he could never stay because each each time he left he never wanted to leave again
After spike she only saw him again his final episode he came stopped her from a near death expense knocking out her enemy he was going to take him out buffy said no she took care of him then subsequently kissed him hello (there relationship didn't run like two people that broke up it ran like two people in a long distance relationship that told no one they were still together) they stepped outside and takes he brought up some they ruined their moment talking about spike he admired he missed her and wanted a d Mn was willing to start over try again she said she would consider it but years if ever
He tracked her in the comics he dreamt of her with spike, he and spike tracked her in face later we found out was a decoy by the imortals doing find out more read Queen if slayers, Angel returned in twilight after another inpection he looses his work kills files leaves them at odds she dates spike in the end she breaks up with him it's left open to interpretation so did they ever
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Cast confirms it was Angel All the way and we are only left with Angels Dream images
But as soon as they exchanged rings and slept together they were married.




